I am a
write – o – holic and am wired in as my preference. Each day is a blessing, and
my blah is an attempt to document the extraordinary as well as the mundane
events and sights that I'm privy to every day. I usually post to my blog in the
afternoon. Mainly because daytime is when I’ m losing hours with my job
and when the sun comes down, it will be the time for posting.
My
eyes are drooping. My brain is on "hold". My imagination
seems to be shut off.
Dang!!!
This post is associated with my previous frigging boredom.
I
can’t think of a single creative, interesting, humorous, frivolous, appealing
thing to write.
My life is admittedly quite boring these days, and the bulk of my time
is spent either pouring over FACEBOOK
NEWS FEEDS until my eyes glaze over and I become a shell of my former self,
able to do no more than listlessly explain the processes of endocytosis, or
pretending to be a grown up while feebly attempting to be a busy head working
but actually focused with Facebook etceteras. I can't promise anything
revolutionary, or even somewhat interesting, but I know there has got to be at
least a few blog nerds out there who would seize the opportunity to delay
living their lives in order to live vicariously through yet another sub-par
writer's infrequently updated account of their life, right? I mean, I could
tell you a lot about endocytosis....Anyone?
I became acquainted with this word awhile ago, and made use of it now.
So what does this word really mean? According to Wikipedia, Endocytosis
is a process by which cells
absorb molecules
(such as proteins) by engulfing them. It is used by all cells of the body
because most substances important to them are large polar
molecules that cannot pass through the hydrophobic
plasma or cell membrane.
The process which is the opposite to endocytosis is exocytosis.
And
I don’t want to go further with the other terms found in its meaning coz it
would just make me go farther with my topic.
So how is this word is associated with me, well, obviously, I am
finding that words do not come as easily as they did when I was writing on a
daily basis. Maybe I just had some two posts in a row that allowed me more time
to get in to the habit of writing again. It’s happening!!! It is working now.
My inhibitions are coming out. Sometimes, mood swings set in. Yet, it is normal
but eventually I can outgrow it. There are
times I could be bitchy, and sometimes I could wear my halo. It’s normal to have fluctuations in mood from
time to time whether it's juggling work and home life, feeling unmotivated,
dealing with hormones, or stressful and upsetting situations. So smile while the world is spinning! In this
way, more muscles are used than if you frown. It means that you’ll be using
more energy and therefore more oxygen. Force yourself to smile and visualize
yourself being happy. Say things like: "I'm the greatest and I'm making
the world a better place. That would make sense to me now. Positive thoughts
are coming and it is an affirmation that your mind will be open to conditions
that will provide opportunity for your list of positive affirmations to become
real so create your
affirmations very carefully. Make them clear and precise and
make sure they reflect what you really want.
And I am so sure I have touched a nerve in my subconscious.
Endocytosis …there you go!
-dyoyzee-
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