Hello Soulmate! ;)
Forgive me for not calling your name for I don’t know you yet. It feels strange expressing my deepest personal thoughts to someone I haven't even seen and met. I know you exist; but I am just unaware and I think, at this point and in time, you are possible. I know that both of us are busy and well-focused on the things that matter to us. But I still believe, someday, our paths will cross and we will have the right time to love each other. It is written in the stars, you are the one for me and I am the one for you. I'll be honest -- this year has been a difficult one. My heart has been wounded, it may not be the prettiest for it has been cracked for so many times but surely it would still look beautiful and perfectly whole with your love around. I know that everything is planned by God. The day, the time, the environment and the people; all of them will conspire to make you mine. You’ll be the greatest gift that God will be giving to me. I’m not tired of waiting and I will never be. After all, we will eventually be together for the rest of our lives. For I know that God saves the best for me. If that happens, I will never let you go. I will not hurt you. I will take good care of you. Seriously, I will prepare for the very day that we will meet and I’ll make sure that you’ll be proud of me, the way I am for you.
Although I have yet to find you, I can see clearly our love’s evolution. Please understand that I am not perfect and I am very far from being one. So I fervently hope you will love me the way I am. I hope that you will be understanding and supportive of the things I do and the things that are important to me. You don’t have to be too conscious about yourself. I like you for who you are and not for what you intend to be. So look here babe, I want to make it clear that I don’t want you to change a single thing about yourself just to please me. Losing your identity and turning into someone completely different is not necessary. Relax, I just love the way you are. You don't have to be interested in the same things as me, but being able to converse on a number of different levels is imperative. Let’s both learn with each other and put God as the center of our relationship. Please accept the cheesy love letters or cards I will give you not only on our monthsary or your birthday but also on some ordinary days. Accept the fact that I will be your alarm clock because I will be waking you up in the morning and send you to sleep at night. When something bothers you, let me know for I am not only your lover but your bestfriend as well. You should trust me as your significant other to fix what is. We need to be honest with one another, not in the sense that we should trade journals and have three-a-day 'honesty' hours. I mean more so in the sense that if something is wrong, you bring it to my attention, rather than waiting for me to ask you. Comfort me when I'm down, and I'll do the same. Make me smile and I promise I'll give you a reason to smile every day.
All I know is you are going to change my life. You’re going to be the greatest thing in my life. I will hope that no matter what, you will want to work it out with me, and no matter what happens between us, you will be there for me. We will go through a lot of tough times, and I promise you I will be there for you during those times. I will always fight for you. I will always be there when you need me, and I will give you everything. I will love you like I’ve never loved anyone else before. I’ll sacrifice all I have just to be with you. And if I ever do anything wrong and when I do mess up, I’m very sorry for causing you pain. I would really love to calm you down when you’re pissed. It makes me glad to see your mood lighten up, especially knowing that I am the reason behind the smiles. I will try to make everyday as happy as possible. I will show you how much I love you everyday. In return, all I ask is for you to love me, and when times get tough, you’ll be there for me. Somehow, someday, somewhere we may miss connections and may God’s powers unite us in wholeness despite the paths we have taken in error. I will love you and I promise I will never let you go. I know one day I’ll find you. I know you will find me too. Just keep believing in love and destiny will bring us together. I hope you come into my life soon. Take care and I am looking forward to meeting you soon.
I love you,
AJ
-dyoyzee-
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