NOTHING IN THIS WORLD

I went over my previous blogs and I found one blog that caught my attention and brought me to write this one. I have written a love letter to a stranger dated October 10, 2011. I was surprised that six days from that date, I never had a clue that I would meet her finally and that she would read that letter in time and will become a stranger to me no more.

In the past, I’ve gone to many lengths to meet my soul mate. Utilizing online dating, missed connection sites, blind dates yet, they all end in failure. In most cases my overzealous heart either mistakes her for someone she’s not, or scares them away. And yet no matter how many times my heart has been chipped, dropped, and broken, I continued to pick up the pieces and tape them together again and move on with my search. Life works in mysterious ways. The moment we all think that everything is going well and we are enjoying our routine; something happens and turns everything upside down. As long as I can remember I’ve always been searching for "THE ONE." Romance novels, Disney fairytales, and a Filipina chick flicks have put images of LOVERS in my head that realistically don’t exist. Alas the hopeless romantic, emphasis on hopeless, that I am, kept this young lady’s eyes peeled one Wednesday noon. She magically walked through a magic mirror into this world searching for me too. So it happened to me and when I was thinking that finally, everything is going well and my life seemed to flow like a small quiet river… I met her. I met Daisy. ^_^

She rattled parts of me that I didn’t even know existed. She has shown me a kind of happiness that I had no idea I was capable of feeling. She made me feel wanted and made me feel needed. This feeling I have, taught me so much and still in every way, continue to teach me in coming days. I have a lot to say, my words never stop, it goes on and it keeps me inspired.

BABY,

Every time I close my eyes to go to sleep I pick out my favorite memory of us. Of you.

Sometimes it is when you were lying on me and we were laughing so hard that we laughed even more just because it was so fun to laugh. Your smile.

Sometimes it is when we were on our way home to your place after your throw out birthday celebration I gave you, both drunk and you asked me to stay with you over night. I thought of this… “As long as you are next to me it doesn’t matter how badly the situation will be when we we’ll arrive there”. But everything was tame, and thank goodness...I had no fear while we were holding hands together. It is comfort

I love the way you love me, when one day you surprised me and then you hugged me so tight at my back that I even didn't notice your presence. I love the way you kiss me. The way you whisper, "I love you" in my ear, the way your breath felt against my cheek as we cuddle. That is sweet

When you are sad or moody my heart is breaking. I feel the need to protect you and to hide you from the madness of this world. Even when we are fighting, I love you. You made my heart a blooming garden and you put a poem in my soul. Your name is on my heart like a tattoo. When I’m looking into your eyes, I know I belong to you. You are my home, you are my other half, and you are me. You are the reason I’m not afraid of anything anymore. We have created our own little universe just for us. You are making me happy and I’m loving you in so many ways. You gave me happiness in this world. And I know you will give me many more. I know we will have to deal with difficulties & I know things won’t going to be easy for us. Baby, you are a love, beyond love, and you will always have my whole entire heart.

I love you!

I wish all people in this globe will have the chance to feel what I feel. The heart beat is the strongest sound in the universe and love is the strongest feeling.

Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood.

-dyoyzee-