THREE WORDS

I haven’t written anything for this blog on this month yet, but it has become self-reinforcing. It is not because I haven’t got anything to say. I feel like silence gives birth to expectation, that whatever comes next must be fucking amazing. And I am up to the task. When I started this blog, I was committed to it. It has been my outlet ever since and now I am game on!

I’ve been pretty busy with SOMEONE lately. You should’ve heard how my heart screamed. I don't really care if anyone sees me or not, it's not really the kind of thing to get published. I just had to say it- I'm in love. When I said a prayer one Sunday, God must have heard and I felt the answer in my heart.

Loving someone makes you vulnerable whether you say it out loud or not. I would think that whenever you feel it, it’s appropriate to express it. I don’t think there should be a set of time or a deadline. I could not count how many times we exchange saying I love you. I don't need a reason or a reminder. It isn't one sided though. Often she says it randomly and that makes me feel warm and fuzzy. At first, I felt a little reserved; I asked her why she says it a lot. I got hit and made me smile from ear to ear when she said it is what she feels and she will never get tired on saying it. Needless to say, I am so moved and inspired. From that moment on, it was clear; I want to make her happy everyday. If it’s in my heart, why wouldn’t I say it? Every time I saw her, left her presence, ended a telephone conversation, text messages, we would always slip in the usual, “I love you”. Words are so powerful that when you share them, they become an imprint of your Life into the heart of another. Each time you allow yourself to declare “I love you” to another, you say: I am giving of myself. AND I LOVE THE FACT THAT I WILL BE THERE FOR HER. It’s not always rainbows and butterflies but I know in my heart, she will always be loved by me ^_^. Love fills our heart, it gives us the reason to keep smiling no matter what and it’s the most wonderful feeling and "I Love You" becomes the most beautiful word when it comes from our soul, we feel our heart pumping and a chill running down our spine. When we truly love, our actions say it, leaving us and our beloved with the sweet feeling, which in itself silently says "I Love You".

It's an easy thing to tell someone you love them, but a truly romantic person knows that showing your love is more important to a relationship than simply stating your love. Just when she thought I didn’t see, I caught a glimpse of her and kept that picture forever in my memory. Just when she thought I didn’t hear, I was listening to my heart. I spend my days and nights thinking about her. I realized that while the world saw her at this emotional gist, in this world of swirling mass of contradictions, she’s my hope, she will always have me! BABY, I know this is love because this is you and me and it feels so right. My heart began a journey the first time I looked into your eyes. God has given me the best advanced birthday present this year. I love you BABY! (dfv)

-dyoyzee-